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A model (My models)

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 21, 2016, 9:58 AM

No, it is not only a pretty face. I could tell much about each one of them and even the ones I still don’t draw or paint. Those girls and women that touched me in some way beyond their eyes or beautiful lips, beyond how lovely hair or expression they can have. It is something they say without words, a magical moment, an image that breaks the routine up. A spark of love flying in an aesthetic language. Such strong sweetness that makes me confused.

When I was younger I fell in love with my models like a boy that falls in love for first time. I loved that and still that connection exists without leading this into a non artistic result. But how could I not draw them if there is no a kind of love there, but that love of a child that feels his heart beating when saw that girl in school that looked wonderful when the sun made shine her hair.

Oh, and the enthusiasm that comes with it. It is hard to explain them that I can like them deeply without the need of getting something else from them even if the desire and thoughts are uncontrollable, but at the same time that fire is what feeds big part of the creator’s mind and heart. That glorious inner conflict in the artist when needs to be an artist and not a man.

Like Rembrandt telling to one of his shy models in a movie of 1936: “Don’t see me as a man, imagine that I’m  like the wind around you”. It is just like looking at the golden leaves of a ginkgo biloba in an autumn morning and not smiling or feeling there is still hope in our turbulent lives.

Yes, from the most sensual experience to the most spiritual, from veins to tears. I don’t know if many of you just cried looking at at beautiful sunset, here it is the same. And the wonderful thing is that no one of them are the same. So unique souls, unique eyes, persons. Persons that I catch only in a second or micro second of their existence. The perfect second.

A pencil caresses their humanity on a paper but my mind kisses their soul slowly in each thought, each time I draw a curve or shade their cheeks. Muses that keep my faith in a God that drew them first than me in His infinite intelligence, the same God that designed the hands of Chopin, a God that made my sinner hands but that made me able to contemplate how lovely is the human being and these girls, muses or models, however you want to call them, these girls are the music in my deepest darkness.

And I know I’m not the best artist to draw them or paint them, it is not a false modesty, I know there are so much better and awesome aritsts that would make of them fabulous creations, I just do what I did always: to take from this reality what gives me a little bit of joy.

Thanks to all of you that feed this dimensión of mine  that holds on a search, even not an artistic search but existential in the bottom. Your kindness and trust make me smile in the silence of my bedroom, in the nights when I imagine a composition. Your words drive me from the gloomy floor of my doubts to a peaceful Apollinean land.


Journal Entry: Thu Jun 16, 2016, 12:50 AM

Hello, I'd like to keep the premium membership for a bit more, so if somebody wants me for a commission ( small or big) we could make a deal.
Hope you keep enjoying making art.
Thanks to everybody for the support. I really appreciate it and try as much as I can to reply.
This year I'm teaching like 10 hours of anatoy and painting class, so it is even harder to answer to your kind comments as easy as before.
Anyways, thanks once again.


Une pensee by SILENTJUSTICE l'interieur de votre ame by SILENTJUSTICE Vesenniy veterok by SILENTJUSTICE Sensatie by SILENTJUSTICE:thumb481070683:


Journal Entry: Sun Feb 21, 2016, 10:55 PM
Art is a big word, powerful, full of content, difficult, alive, kind and frustrating sometimes. We can start to make art even if we don’t know how to explain that word, we just create. We don’t need a studio or the best tools, what counts is maybe a pair of pencils, paper or a table to make sounds with our hands or just a lovely music that makes shake our bodies suddenly. We express. We tell things. We transmit. And many times we do it without intention, we just do it and it makes us feel a good joy. (Introduction. Sketch of possible text for the English version of my book)


Creative fire

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 5, 2016, 8:56 AM
There is a moment very special when the inspiration happens that I feel something devours my senses, my chest, like a kind of creative fire that burns me inside. Even if at last I create nothing or what I create is not a big deal // Hay un momento muy especial cuando sucede la inspiración y se siente cómo algo devora mis sentidos, mi pecho, como una especie de fuego creativo que quema por dentro, incluso si al final no llego a crear nada o lo que creo no es la gran cosa.

The Black Heralds / Los Heraldos Negros

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 8, 2016, 9:19 PM

After an intense day I wanted to relax with this poem of the Peruvian poet César        Vallejo.
Después de un día intenso quise relajarme con este poema de César Vallejo.

When there is no inspiration

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 26, 2015, 10:22 AM

It happens, right?  Sometimes friends of mine ask me about it "What to do?" Many people could give us a formula. I think with time and experience each one of us find our own formula but from my own experience I could say also that there are moments when we keep that lack of inspiration on purpose, like when we feel sad and wanna keep feeling sad cause it seems there is a kind of pleasure on feeling melancholic. Well, about inspiration, for any reason we lose it then we experiment that kind of limbo and find excuses to don't create, sometimes real excuses but sometimes we just feel disappointed. The fact is it really can last days or weeks even. Suddenly an unexpected simple thing touches our minds. As if muses actually existed. However, Chopin, Beethoven and Liszt always light on my soul. What is good from all of this is that ingredient of mystery that inspiration always brings in the artist activity. Merry Christmas!! 


Journal Entry: Fri May 29, 2015, 8:22 PM

Soon I will finish a commission then I should take a time to plan well a project about a series of paintings I'd like to make in case I have chance for exhibition.
I'm in search for a workshop to have some advantages in my activity.
I want to dedicate a year only to paint for this personal project.
I need to invest some also in a more professional and personalized website.
In my breaks I'll draw or sketch quick portraits as long as can keep my hands working and posting more often cause it challenges me too and the same time it helps me to promote myself a bit more.
Thanks for all of the support.

Having fun with the guitar

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 23, 2015, 9:41 AM

While the motivation comes

Treeline: by resurgere

Premium membership in exchange of commission

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 10, 2015, 8:13 PM
Hi, people that follow me, my premium membership is finishing this week so I'd love to get a month, 3 months or more in exchange of a drawing or so. We can make a deal about it. Thank you so much!! Note me if you are interested :thumbsup:

Treeline: by resurgere


Journal Entry: Mon Dec 1, 2014, 11:20 AM
Sometimes people ask me about the grids on my drawings. Those grids mean my sins and my mistakes. But of course I use them to draw faster the outlines following a photo as reference too.

Treeline: by resurgere

Art with no passion

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 21, 2014, 8:09 AM
I've been told my art is craft and has no passion and that transmits nothing, that I only draw pretty faces, that my level of expression is too low. It feels like when the icecream falls onto the floor.

Treeline: by resurgere

My Art II

Sun Oct 19, 2014, 11:18 AM
Video presentation I made. I hope you like it.

Facebook Fanpage

Wed Jun 11, 2014, 9:32 AM
Hi, people that watch me, follow me and support me. I created my first facebook fanpage.
Thanks for all of the comments watch and favs to my works. I really appreciate it.
Hope you like my fanpage. However, have a good day and follow your dream if it is to be an artist. :thumbsup:…

Drawing Process

Wed May 28, 2014, 3:19 PM
Ya skuchal po tebe by SILENTJUSTICE

You can watch the whole process of a drawing like this here:

Hope you like it and I'm so thankful for your support always.

What's an artist?

Wed Feb 19, 2014, 3:21 PM
An artist is not a celebrity, he just lives another reality; in other words, he is a legal lunatic. Only another lunatic can understand him.

Art Investigation

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 13, 2014, 1:22 PM

A natural need came to me this year, the need to start my own Art investigation to focuse my work on a concret theme and technique, wich will help me to get different personal goals. I hope I can deal with it with enthusiasm and discipline for what I beg you for your best wishes and prayers. I bet for art as my way of life, my way to recover many things.

Some of my works in video presentation

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 26, 2013, 8:59 AM

Thanks a lot to everybody that supports my art. You make possible I can dedicate my life to art. God bless you all.

I wish I had such heart again.
They always say why they feel, what they like, what they want.
Merry Christmas!! :santa:

Little Me Quick watercolours by SILENTJUSTICE Giulia by SILENTJUSTICE Teach Me How To Love by SILENTJUSTICE Teach Me To Love by SILENTJUSTICE Where is my innocence? by SILENTJUSTICE The Girl in the Mochero by SILENTJUSTICE Face Study for Painting 1 by SILENTJUSTICE Josue by SILENTJUSTICE Emilia by SILENTJUSTICE Une petite ame by SILENTJUSTICE Una sonrisa sincera by SILENTJUSTICE Min lille brodre by SILENTJUSTICE A lil heart sleeping by SILENTJUSTICE Reynolds Portrait Study by SILENTJUSTICE Little Marcello by SILENTJUSTICE Marlon by SILENTJUSTICE Dziecinstwo by SILENTJUSTICE
I'd like to die with my forehead leaning on a paper or a canvas and my right hand holding a pencil or a brush.

// Me gustaría morir con mi frente apoyándose en un papel o en un lienzo y mi mano derecha sujetando un lápiz o un pincel.

"Consummatum est".

The Day of my Death by SILENTJUSTICE
Always inspiring face with a especial lips shape, transmiting sweetness and peace in each glance.
Always kind and very supportive with my ideas for portraits.
I wish I could draw here better :aww:
Natural Law by SILENTJUSTICE Mixed practice by SILENTJUSTICE Sweet Breeze by SILENTJUSTICE Sweet Dreams 1 by SILENTJUSTICE Sweet Dreams by SILENTJUSTICE Doux by SILENTJUSTICE Sweet Melody by SILENTJUSTICE Thanks for all, Joanna! :thanks: